Back to Reality

Hi guys I'm back with short updates! I am definitely or totally forgot the existence of this blog. I just got back from my Taiwan trip 5 days ago. It was the best trip I must say. People said once you go on a trip with your best friend you'll know part of their true color. I must say its real. Everyone has their true colors hidden within themselves. I'm one with the old fashion personality that take things quite cautiously. I don't do things that harms myself or feel disgusted. And I did all these stuff while I was on the trip. We went to club and the rest is history! HAHA

It was jam packed cause its Halloween night and fall on Saturday night. Got into the wrong queue, cut lines, ordered drinks, looking for good looking prey, on the dance floor all night after half drunk, get pick up by few mystery man, went back to hostel at 4am in the morning feeling all wasted yet awake at the same time, totally sober up. Irony of life. It was one hell of a night and its really tiring but so much fun compared to KK.   

We got lost quite a lot while we were in Taiwan cause we can't really differentiates their buildings. Everything looked just the same everywhere. Not to mention their traffic was horrid! Totally opposite and weird direction compared to ours! Got into the right bus but to the wrong route on the 1st day in Taichung, Get cheated by the greedy Taxi driver on the 3rd day when he drove us until Taipei. 

Can't remember our hostel on the 5th day cause we took the wrong route thinking it was correct. It was a gay parade on the 5th day & that's how we got lost on our way back that day. HAHAHA Last day was a total havoc. We were packing and laughing so hard. Cause there's too much stuff they bought. All go through smoothly when we checked in our luggage tho.

Upon arrival reality strikes pretty hard. But I'm glad I went to this trip at these time to release the stress. All my stress I build up the week before I fly was way too much. Anxiety strikes pretty hard. And I still have a pretty hard time get over it. I was so stress that makes me so hard to breathe and now I'm scared to drive alone. Oh God, Please help me.

Less than 50 days till Christmas btw! Excited!


Till then,
Cheer & God Bless all!

Physically & Mentally Exhausted

Usually when I always come back to blog saying I'm kind off hectic and busy and stuff but actually I was lazy all the time. But since I've started going to gym lately I made some progress as well. Slow but progressing. Thanks to my annoying friends who pushes me for a better healthier lifestyle.

Oh I'm gonna update little bits of my love life. Its over. HAHAHA I mean its not worth waiting when he's not going to look at my way you know. I'm tired and its wasting my time so much. I couldn't even focus on people around me when I only have eyes on him. But I'm glad I finally get over it. I met him as always during church party or event but it doesn't stir me up. I'm just glad everything is over.

Somehow I kinda felt like I've been constantly revisiting emergency hospital this year a lot. Grandma back pain, grandpa anemia & blood pressure. It turned out worst this time. My dad's turn. It wasn't a good thing. When my dad went numb and stiff on his right leg, things strike on me too hard. Its getting a little bit emotional for me. My dad always had back pain but its taking its toll now. The cartilage between the last back bone was too narrow and it pinches the vein that connect the right leg. 

Daddy couldn't even stand properly due to the numbness of the level. Medicine, physiotherapy and the last resort is operation. I think we are going through a lot now. For mom she's the toughest person that I've ever seen. For me and my brother we could only assist mom in helping dad to get recover. It was one whole of a roller coaster ride. I've been crying a lot without their knowledge cause I don't want to let them worried especially Dad. 

It was really difficult to dealt with health issue especially when they get older everyday. I was really frustrated because of all things it happened right now at these time of the moment. I'm not sure if its really a good or bad thing. All my plans were all scattered, jumbling ups and down without definite. I don't think I can go away when things turn out bad. I wonder if I'm able to leave this place without getting worried about my parents. Tough decision. 

I really just hope & pray my Dad gets better so I don't have to get worried. It breaks my heart so much. 

Till then,

God Bless.

Wedding shoot with Farah

Little bits of wedding photo!

Happy to work with them!

We went to beach and museum.

DESTINY PHOTOGRAPHY

Tattoo

I just got my tattoo two days before my birthday.

I wasn't really sure why I wanted a tattoo.

It was my instinct to get a tattoo I guess. lol

I went to Jesselton Tattoo Shop at Kepayan. 

I wasn't really nervous to start with but as time goes by I get a little bit anxious.

We start thinking of the design as so Luther started to draw. 

At first I was planning to get two tattoo but I decided to just get one first. 

Oh please ignore tiny baby hair at my back it looked disgusting.

Luther then started to adjust the tattoo at my back. 

I was started to have cold sweat the moment I sit down. 

The machine was loud and I became so nervous!

Luckily Carrie was there with me.

It was painful as hell and it started to bleed. The needle were poking hard into my skin.

I'm vibrating as well. HAHA I went all stiff after were done. 

It was just as painful when we fall down and scratches down on the floor.

Its been 2 weeks already so its all healed. Dried and dead skin all pealed off.

I just need to get a photo shoot session for myself lol

Til then,

Cheers & God Bless

Family Portrait

I did a family shoot few months ago! 

Its probably the most over due post I've manage to keep in my draft. 

Oh well sharing some of the best picture I've taken so far.