Saturday, November 26


I was so stressful for the past week. It truly affects me throughout the process. I was stuck and sandwich in between of everything. I was so level headed above for my future that it stopped me from enjoying the present of life. I kept on thinking about how my future should be, this is the way to my future, I'm going to do this so I can have this future ahead, I will do this now so it will be better later. I was so engrossed with my future I don't have the time to enjoy my present. I'm so stuck in going forward I'm not looking at my surrounding at all. 

I am not enjoying my youth at all. Not at all. I am being too cautious of everything and I wouldn't make myself stepping into different path. I am so scared of taking new challenges which is why I have been going for the safe path. I haven't experience the fun, thrilled, love, adventurous life. I told my BFF about these frustration of mine and she knocked me out of it. She told me ''why bother and stressful about the things you have not experience? Go love, go flirt, go date, go experience, be adventurous, enjoy your youth, and have fun in your present now.''

To tell you the truth, when I declared (I mean decided 😅😅) to study abroad I was worried. Especially the money. Even up until now I was worried about the cost and expenses I need to pay for. Next month which is December, tuition fee due for my diploma course, next year 2017 UK cousin's graduation trip, what else? (let's see 😄) Oh I might transfer to Perth new uni (due to household problem 😟), like starting all over again. All the dilemma that I'm not suppose to worries makes me worried. I'm so stressful right now GAHHHHHHHHHH SHIT LIFE SHIT LIFE. HOW CAN I ENJOY LIFE LIKE THIS WITH ALL THE FRUSTRATION AND STRESS STUCK even though I try not to make it into my problem. 

See how it goes. At least let me get over with the moving part first. 2 more days till moving out! 

Till then,
Cheers and God Bless. 

Monday, November 14

Summer strikes in!

Summer should be like this but it ended up like hell.

Today marks the start of summer.🌞🌞🌞 I mean like literally turning from 25 degree to direct 40 degree in 3 days. It is only the start of summer I don't know if I could handle the heat for 3 months. I start to feel drowsy and hot right now. Its unbearable!😒😒 For the next few days I will stay indoor as much as possible so I can avoid the heat and sun. The heat actually burns my skin off pretty bad and dries up faster than winter. Oh I miss the cold winter. Need lots of water and moisture to keep up from the heat. I can go to swim indoor pool now! I can't wait for it.

Till then
Cheers and God Bless.

Wednesday, November 9

5th Month in Geraldton

Real short update for you guys what I've been doing lately. I have exact 1 month left before I complete my Cert 3. It was kinda stressful for me or partially stressful. HAHA I've been rushing my theory and workplace assessment as much as I can within this 1 month. I'm progressing pretty well. Sometimes I just don't know how to write a decent description in the report! So complicated especially in English. It's really hard to describe a situation using solely English when I have more than 3 language in my head running. Its pain in the ass.

I've been a night owl for the past month and I have Panda eyes right now. I can't even stand the pimples that have been on my face forever! I need facial to make my skin pretty ok! The weather in Geraldton is pretty good. The wind is chilly whole day. Except for the bloody prickly sun. When the sun shines through my body it hurts and burnnnnnnnn with just few minutes. Sunscreen is the top selling product of the year! HAHA Sunscreen everyday is a must but sometimes I forgot about it. The weather gets even dryer during the summer, I might be dried fish soon HAHA.

I can't wait to finish my cert 3 and enjoy my holiday! Not to forget earn some money for my tuition fee and travelling as well! Woohoooooo! Planning to go down Perth City for Christmas! Jingle Bell Jingle all the way! So excited for this festive season! I going to miss caroling this year! T.T

Till then,
Cheers & God Bless.

Friday, November 4

Halloween 2016

Back then no one really celebrate Halloween because it is not popular back in Malaysia. Fast forward today everyone was celebrating Halloween and my news feed on Facebook were flooded with tons of scary picture! I'm a scared cat person so I don't bother hang out or purposely dress up for such occasion. But this year lots of younger children dress up for Halloween, I just wanna hug them! So cute and adorable. This year there are small group of children came to our house. So we requested to get some photo taken.  

They all so cute! I just can't get enough all the children here. They are so adorable, sometimes cheeky and being silly. There not much party for adult mostly for children. Their parents guided and accompany them walk all around the housing area. Knocking people's door and asked for trick or treat. 

And I just came out from shower. I was waiting for them earlier but they didn't came so I might as well just shower first. Didn't know they came on time. I kinda panicked a little bit. HAHA Anyway after these group of children left none of them come anymore. It was my first time experienced such spontaneous day. I truly have fun seeing them and being all hype up with all the chocolate they have gotten. Can't wait for next year.

As soon as the clock strikes 12am everything turns into Christmas mood. All the shop starts selling Christmas decoration and all sort of food special for the big day. It is so festive and I'm hype up for Christmas. I can't wait for Christmas and before that need to work hard for my study! Less than 1 month till I finish my Cert III!

Till then,
Cheers and God Bless.