Unexpected turnover

Five days ago today, 260417 marked the saddest day of our life. It was just a regular day for my aunt, uncle and me. As usual we woke up early and get ready for the new term. We all woke up and greet each other 'Good morning'. I am excited and anticipated the new term of school and ready to push myself to finish my assignment on time. Everything went on smoothly in my usual routine. After school I went to work in the Chinese restaurant. I'm having most fun and enjoyed my time with my friends. I've been having so much fun lately not one thing that crossed my mind came. 

I went to my friend's house dinner almost every night after I've finished work. So its like a usual routine for me. Called my aunt to pick me up from my friends house after dinner. Got into the car thinking ''Where's Uncle?'' Usually Uncle follows aunt to pick me up from work or places, but that night he wasn't there. All I was thinking ''Did you guys have a fight again? Your face looked like you've cried.'' As soon as my aunt drove on, she started to cry and hold my hand trying to comfort me instead she was sobbing in despair and sad trying to explain things to me. 

When my aunt told me that Uncle passed away, I still don't quite get the grasp of it. It was such a sudden news that I felt so unreal. All I was doing in the car was kept asking question to verify the news was real. The tears in my eyes were uncertainty and doubt, as I don't quite get it yet. Long story short, Uncle was gone when we all went to school. Aunt went home after shopping and saw him lay on the floor unconscious. Sent to hospital and declared dead. So everything happened in the afternoon without my knowledge and contact.

To think I would got the news on the way back home still wasn't in my mind at all. Everything only make senses when the next morning came. I looked strong on the outside but mentally I'm drained. But not as frustrated and mentally drain than my Aunt. She's the strongest. I went to work on Thursday afternoon at the Chinese restaurant and childcare later on. I can't hold back tears when I entered the restaurant, however I got up and work to distract my mind.

So I stayed at home whole day on Friday doing nothing. I wanted to help but unexpected thing came up and tons of work my aunt need to deal with. So let along me helping her with all those adult talk. All I could do was to support her no matter what decision she made and clean the house as much as possible. On Saturday both of us felt so much better. I decided not to stay at home. I can't help with anything anyway. So I might as well go out and relax, find my friends to hangout, decided to work  at night last minute and ended the night  having dinner with bunch of them 💗

I am so glad and blessed to have understanding friends here to support my aunt and I. They really made my day better even tho I am terribly exhausted. They distract me in a good way, keeping me on track making sure I'm alright and talk about anything to make me feel better. It was tiring but it was so much worth it to just take a break and to really think about myself. As of today things are alright, both of us got back on track and I'm getting back my own routine to study and work. As for my aunt she still need to deal with tons of things on hand.

I just wanna say that life is definitely fragile and unpredictable. 

Appreciate life and do what you love. 

Don't ever stop believing and move on to a better self. 

Love life and living to the fullest. 

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.

Sunset day

As soon as the clock strike 12am to 1st of April, things kinda change all around. It was like life changing for me to be honest. I wasn't expecting much throughout the month of April but it happened to be an awesome month for me. The first day of April we had the best April Fool Costume Party and second day of April fool was pretty much the best thing in my life too! I got to chill on a lovely day Beach Day. At the dawn we headed to bluff point beach to watch sunset. 

Took tons of video and photo on a lovely day. It was pretty awesome. Such a nice day to end our night. Tons of laughter and talking. It was real nice nice nice nice nice day. Got to hangout and enjoy our simple day means a lot to me to relax from all the work and studies I've been doing. More blog post coming soon! Our Easter holiday trip to Perth OMG. 😁😍

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.

Beach Day

Beach day was literally the next day after our April Fool costume party at night. I stayed over at Joanna's house so its more convenient for me to go to town. Had a short dipped at the beach. The weather was pretty good but the sun was scorching hot, strong wave and strong wind. After around 30 minutes of sun baking session we went to McDonald to buy some cold drinks. Perfect for sunny beach day.

As soon as we bought our drinks we head back to the beach and went under the shade cause the sun was really bad and hot. We started to take tons of boomerang again and did all sorts of jumping and action. Which was hilarious! 

We literally chill all day, enjoy our time together. So happy and blessed to have them in my life! I miss my Joanna 😢😢😢 Couldn't have fun with her anymore ever since she went back to HK. I miss her so much! 

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.

April Fool Costume Party

The day before April fool, I got told that there's a costume party at the Keith's house. At first I was like costume party on April fool?? It must be a fool to us. I don't even have a costume to start with. So I decided to do a make up instead. I don't know the others costume for the party so we were all excited to see each other's costume. 

As soon as we entered the house we were all so happy and excited to see each other. As if we went into a real costume party. Some were real good! I did the make up for Sam, the Pirate of the Caribbean. I can say that I did a good job but his costume were the best of all for me, second was of course Batman then thirdly was Joker! 

Nicole was a Japanese waitress, Nurool was a witch 

and I'm Harley Quinn (not the outfit but make up part)

My accidental partner with boxers on HAHAHAHA

We literally goes on taking picture for two hours straight, posing all sorts of action and using boomerang for different action. Because we started off pretty late due to busy night in the restaurant. Nonetheless we laugh our asses off in this party and ended with good night! So happy and fun to join them in this party. More awesome party to come!

Till then, 

Cheers and God Bless

Saying goodbye is the hardest part

When I first decided to study abroad, I didn't sign up for parting. All I was thinking were meeting new people, be free with myself and become close with them. Even when I left KK to Aussie all I was thinking was exciting new adventure ahead. But I didn't know saying goodbye was the hardest part. Not in relationship cause I have not reach that part yet. It is friendship that I cherish so much. Spending time with person you cherish is important because we go through and enjoy things together. That's what makes our friendship last.

Not knowing that time passes so fast and time we spend together was shorten. All the time we spend together talking, laughing, dancing, sleeping, pampering ourselves, walking, eating, all those little things we did together were the hardest part to forget. 

I am a person who takes time to open up to people. Cause I take time to approach and shy to talk with people. But she is the only one I click real fast in short amount of time. We instantly became so close. She's literally my sister! All the time we spend together are all so precious. 

Thankful to have meet you in my life Joanna. Everything happen for a reason where it fills up throughout our life. It is one thing I couldn't ask for more. All were here for a reason. To tell you guys the truth being here in Aussie is one magical thing in my life. It gives me chance to learn that people do come and go. Some will remain some will not. Cherish and appreciate every moment in life. Feeling so thankful and blessed to have met them in my life. Love them much 💗💗💗

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.

Greenough Wildlife Park

The last week before March ended, we had the most spontaneous day trip to Greenough Wildlife Park. It was like small company trip but mostly our purposes was them to bring the kids out and to celebrate Renae's birthday. 

It was my first time to a wildlife park in Aussie! I haven't been to the any parks yet in Perth. So this was my first small trip to wildlife park in Geraldton. To be honest it was so small but we ended up at there for nearly an hour. Laughing and feeding animals. It was my first time feeding animals too.

My hands were literally covered with their saliva. Especially the camel and kangaroo. Horse are the most gentle one. I kept on feeding the horse 🐴🐴🐴 at first, Camel 🐪🐪🐪was gulping my whole hand, kangaroo keep biting my hands. Multiple saliva HAHA

It was pretty hot day. Thinking it was getting colder but weather has been pretty moody. This week it was summer, then the next week it was like winter. Mood swing I guess. Well we had lunch at the Bit'z so it was all pretty good. Mostly girls but all awesome and good! Had an awesome and simple day. 

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.