He ended our relationship

Still remember I talked about THE TINDER GUY ??? We broke up, more like he dumped me for no reason. At first we started so casually I knew we would definitely end our relationship, it's just that I didn't think it was that quick. We only dated for two weeks. When he dumped me I didn't cry at all just sadden that we didn't even go for long enough. 

To be honest it was the best thing he dumped me. I got over him very fast, because I only poured 30% of my effort and he backed off that quick. He can't even able to handle my clingy and emotional problem but already got scared. I knew he wasn't the one when he was a divorced man with two kids. Having two kids is not the problem but his mentality & ways of handling. He has no intention of having a serious relationship, but since I showed him that I wanted to have it serious he just let it go. 

Its a good thing. He was only a strangers to me now. He blocked me off directly from all social media and my number as well. Its a good thing to be honest. I get over him so much quicker and move on. I'm able and freely to chat with other people and become friends, I don't have to think about anything serious now. Go with the flow and let it be. 

I'm having my best time of myself. Family coming to Aussie for holiday, work as much as possible and quickly finish my study at the end of June. Focusing on what I'm suppose to do then I can do what ever I want. Go travel, have fun and met more new friends. Also always be thankful with everything I have.

Till then,

Cheers & God Bless.

The Tinder Guy

Sorry for the long hiatus for whole April till now. It was one of those days where my life is full of adventure. Not really but kinda exciting as well. I've been chatting with one of few guys in tinder but one kept the conversation pretty good. Then we stopped chatting for weeks when I left for my holiday in Sydney & Melbourne. Few days before returning to Perth I texted him again. Our conversation leads to us meeting in real life. It was unreal to be honest. I was pretty excited to meet him in real life. 

Fast forward to meeting days. We had a long walk at the beach. There was a concert during the day we met up. We had a short talk, because I'm being shy & awkward as usual. He was good enough to accompanied me till I went to the concert since he doesn't want to join. He gave me the cutest hug and kisses on my forehead. 

The next few days, I wasn't feeling good due to weather changed. I messaged him about my where about & home address. He came to my place we started hugging & kissing so passionately. Also I noticed there's a condom in his pocket. Luckily my family was in the house. Our progress went on quite quick to be honest. That was the night we ended up being in a relationship naturally. 

Occasionally I texted him to see how he was going & made few plans with him. It was all good. Not till this week. I started staying over at his place few times. But I felt so empty. I went on and on asking advise relationship from my experienced friends. This relationship was a gamble. I felt that both of us lust for companion & relationship. It was nothing out of ordinary, just pure lusting over each other. 

I was expecting to be honest. In the end I knew that we couldn't last long. I am going with the flow onward, nothing to be expected.  This is the gamble I signed up for. Lets see how the game turns out.

Till then,

God Bless us.