Ego that I put onto a relationship.

My ego and selfishness surpass my truthfulness and innocence love. The jealousy that I hold for these pass few weeks was a torture. I wasn't playing with a fishing net intentionally, it was because the withdrawal of acceptance that I couldn't accept. I couldn't react to the way I wanted and needed, I have never dated so I wouldn't know the feeling was strong enough to be in heart broken, more or less we are seeing each other every weekend without fail.

When I knew that I fall for someone I will take a step back slowly enough to disappear in his life. If tear drops could be bottle through the vast of ocean, I would sink into the crowd and not letting you find me. I would run away until you notice the emptiness without me. But his existence has made me feel loved and calm. His existence has made me move forward to him unconsciously, looking for the sunlight and comfort that I always wanted. 

Every move he made, made me think of nothing without a doubt. When I talked about it with my friends, they always said he has the hint and intention. But I couldn't sense it unless he directed me with honesty and straightforwardly. I am bad with guessing, I might as well think of it as zero intention, just like how he treat others. The feelings that I uphold was confusing.

Ever since I have returned from my long holiday everything seems to be changed. It was so different compared back when we just hang out as friends. And when he was gone for his holiday things was also different. That's where I know someone is in love with him. That's how the ego side of me got overpowered me at some point. 

All the words he said embody in my mind. It has made my words more taken aback carefully without giving much openings. Maybe it is time for me let it flows right. There's a saying that ''If we are meant for each other we will eventually be together regardless of anything.'' I will try my best to accept what he has to offer and enjoy every moment even the slightest thing we both have. Enjoy every single thing with all I can. Life is short, do whatever that makes me happy is the only thing.

Till then,

Cheers & God Bless.

270517 Ramadan Kareem lunch

To tell you guys the truth. ever since I've came to Geraldton everything became so fun and exciting even just for lunch gathering. It was real nice and casual day to eat, chat and enjoy our day. We really like to cook and ask the guys to head to our place for lunch. 

We made seafood pasta, pizza, salad and bought choco cake!

Not to mention Nicole's first ever successful Japanese cheesecake!

Always photo first before our meal!

Group photo!!

  

After all the scrumptious meal, I discovered that Nurool have insta camera! OMG I'm obsessed. But the film are real expensive compared back Malaysia. Give me all the Polaroid!!!!!

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.

210517 Bulan Ramadan House Party

This year Hari Puasa came early. Everyone were fasting at the first week of June. So Nurool decided to do a Bulan Ramadan House Party and invite few of her friends over to her house for lunch. So we helped her prepared and cook some delicious food. 

Not to mention amazing dessert section for all of us! 

Korean fried chicken from Moon & Minji.

Chef in making! 😁

I'm the BBQ chef! 

After all the party ended I had a short nap before I head to work in the Indian Restaurant. It was pretty much tiring and awesome day. After I finished work we went back to Nurool house to continue our leftover feast. And play some fireworks while we can. It was just as nice to have them in my life. A very simple and casual event but part of our memories. 💓

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.

130517 Quaff Food & Wine Expo

Last two months ago when it was still summer. City of Great Geraldton conducted an event where we can enjoy glorious gourmet and feast from different food trucks and restaurant. This gave us opportunities to explore our taste bud and amazing winery available in WA.

We decided to go to into the Wine expo where we can taste different types of wine all over the country but mostly from WA region. Not to mention amazing dips and food tasting provided by various market.

  

I was pretty much at my limit of wine tasting. But nonetheless we still try bits by bits while we can.

I was already at my limit so we have to eat something to fill up our tummy and then continue the wine tasting session. But we were quite full by the time not in the mood to continue. I have to work as well.

We chill out and enjoy the amazing day together. It was fun with lots of laughter and moments. We were laughing like crazy because we're half drunk. We both even bought our favorite wine. All was good day for us. 

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.

070517 Sunday Detox

After our Saturday Dim Sum Lunch I had my detox session with Nurool and Hyman.

It was always chill and relax time with them bunch.

We had lots of talk and relax time.

So we might as well do some short photo shoot session while we can.

I have just return from my holiday. 

So much to blog yet so little time.

Making my priority straight right now as I just started my new term.

It was kinda hectic for me right now. 

Need to keep my head straight up and focus on what I'm suppose to do.

Making use of the time I have right now. 

I've been procrastinating as long as I've been, not a good thing.

Anyway getting back on track slowly.

Will update blog post whenever I can since I have tons of overdue blog spot in my draft.

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless.